| they don't know nothing about recovery... |
[15 Sep 2007|11:05pm] |
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it's 11:11... make a wish.
I wish that wherever you are, you find happiness and for you to know that it was never my choice. I did what was best for you. You were and always will be my best friend.
I would have never thought that one person could do what you do, walk through fire and come out with absolutely no burns.
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| Drowning with my eyes wide open... |
[05 May 2007|10:48pm] |
"you do more things right then i think you will ever know..."
...i wish i really did.
i'm trying as hard as i possibly can.
i don't think i've ever put this much effort into anything in my life.
and that's one of the billion reasons why i love the person who she is.
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| Stars... |
[30 Apr 2007|07:16am] |
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How on earth did I get so lucky? So unbelievebly lucky. No joke... Michelle is the most amazing person I've ever met. I refuse to screw this up. I put people through hell...constantly. I am not going to do that to her because she deserves so much more than that. I'm falling for her... hard. And as afraid of her as I was, I'm not anymore. I've never felt this safe with someone. And even if something does happen to us in the future atleast I got to spend this time with her... atleast I got to care for her, but I'm giving this my all.
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| Just a couple more volts... |
[17 Apr 2007|07:36pm] |
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I made that jump.
I waited this long and I made that jump of telling her what she meant to me and I didn't fall.
And I am so unbelievibly happy.
Because she is the most amazing person I've come across in a long time... or ever.
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| death defying... |
[07 Apr 2007|07:55pm] |
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i make no sense sometimes, actually a majority of the time.
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[02 Apr 2007|10:31pm] |
I'm fixing myself because it needs to be done. It needs to be done for the people in my life and for myself.
I'm extremely irritable at the current time, but I have my few things that never fail to make me smile.
Things are going to get worse before they get better, but I'm fully prepared for it.
I'm having a hard time controlling myself, but it's all going to be fine.
My sleep patterns are completely screwed and that's something I really need to fix aswell.
Whatever, my life is interesting.
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| i'm selfish as selfish comes... |
[31 Mar 2007|08:27pm] |
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i don't know, sometimes it's funny how things work out.
i don't know what i'm going to do with myself.
it's all good, everything's going to be fine.
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[31 Mar 2007|08:22pm] |
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yeaaaaaaa
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| shell shocked... |
[31 Mar 2007|08:24am] |
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she really is the greatest & i love her hugs.
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| Ein teil von mir... |
[29 Mar 2007|08:58pm] |
Honestly, I don't know what I'd do.
I think far too much for my own good.
I need to just go ahead and act on my feelings already and stop being a baby.
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